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This is gonna be a long one. a very long one and not in any order. I've been...... happy these days. Although I've been sick for 3 weeks and got an infection, my life's been pretty good. I can't party or go out a lot cos all my money's been spent on meds but who cares when I can meet up with my friends and spending quality time with my phat ass boy. So it's pretty good except I sometimes throw tantrums and act like a total kid n start to cry lol.

My clubbing outfit for Rebel's last party. had hell a lot of fun with my usual gang.

 

outfit for a date night out. met my phat ass boy and accompany him to look for his shoes but in the end, I was the one who actually shopped. Girls will always be girls.

Fitting room madness at F21. Actually loved this dress but it's too big for me.

Morning coffee with my boy before he went off to station.

middle-parting makes me look super asian and fat lol

Surprise! (not really) my purple hair which lasted for like a week. Purple fades super fast. like really really fast! Try washing ur hair more than 4 times and boom! it's gone! But I really enjoyed that colour for that one week :)

a random pic from Tulipmania date.

while colouring my hair. thanks to my phat ass boy who helped me ^^

Tulipmania date.

My boy surprised me with balloons and flowers! I felt so loved and blessed. ^^ I kinda knew he was gonna do something but didn't know what it was. I was really shocked by the effort he made to find me those lilies and balloons_ my favs things. He really knows how to make me happy again. I love you!

I cut my hair!!!!! like finally!!!!! I always wanted to do it but never had the guts but whenever someone try to play with my hair, I'll feel insecure and start pushing them away cos my hair is really frizzy and damaged. So, I did it! and everyone has good stuffs to say about it! Happy me is happy.

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ONE FINAL HAIR MAKEOVER!
Step one: Bleached!

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.SUPER BRIGHT PINK HAIR~~~~!

Honestly, I wasnt expecting this but I really love it! The only down thing is people stare! They really stare! I wear a beanie everywhere I go. I think it's less obvious when I'm wearing something on my head. The colour is quite shocking so a lot of people are not a fan of it. but whatevs, I love it.

Prepare to see a lot of camwhore pics with my hair :D I think this colour is my fav and I definitely feel different and cool with this hair which is the whole point of dyeing this kinda colour hahaha

Did I tell you that it's not entirely pink? My love for green colour doesn't stop here. I just had to add a layer of green to my hair.

Decorated my room with these balloons. Since they can't fly anymore, I had to use double-tape to secure them on the wall. Look pretty right?!

 

Life is pretty good except for some mood swings sometimes. I just have to learn how not to be childish and try to understand other people. Even I don't wanna talk to one and only person all the time. People need space and time alone to enjoy the times spent with their loved ones more. I really really need to think about it try to understand more. AND I need to stop bringing up the past. Past is a past for a reason, a lot of reasons in some cases. What's done is done. We can't undo it. Instead of living in the past and bringing it up again and again and feeling the after-pain of it, we need to let it go and forget it. Even if we can't, we shouldnt be talking about it and eventually, we'll forget about it. It isn't worth it to let the people from your past destroy ur present happiness right? 

I'm gna end it here. I'll be back with more pics and stuffs. 

until next time,

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