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Tuesday, 26 March 2013

A reason to hate

"I don't know why. I just hate her."
Familiar with that kinda situation? If you're a girl, I bet u do. Plus I don't think we need a reason to love or hate someone.
Yesterday, I was criticized and frowned at a lot for saying that I hated a girl without actually knowing who she is. I hated her since 7th grade and I think I'll continue to hate her no matter what. Lol. People actually asked me why I hated that person because apparently, she's nice. But I just couldn't stand her existence. Whatever she does, I'm like "woah, look at that bitch smiling like she owns everything." I just can't help it! I know it's not really a good thing to say that I wanna slap people for no reason. Lol. But... Why do we need a reason?
I've always hated carrots. I don't know why. Orange is my favorite colour and I think carrots are so cute but I just can't bring myself to like it/eat it. I just can't appreciate its taste. Likewise, I can't like her too. Maybe I'm giving excuses to make myself feel better because hating people is a horrible thing. And what's more horrible is I already lost two very good friends just because I found out that they're her friends. I didn't even say why to them. I didn't give an explanation. I just simply cut them out of my life because I felt horrible. To this day, they're puzzled about why I stopped being friends with them. I couldn't tell them cos the reason is too.... childish. I don't intend to lose anyone anymore because of that useless piece of sh*t. Pardon me if I'm being too rude and personal lol
It's not because of jealousy or anything. She's uptight, ugly, nerdy, super traditional and boring (in my opinion). She's like most of the teachers' and parents' pet. Complete opposite of me. Maybe that's the reason. I'll never know. I just hope I found a way to deal with her because I really don't wanna lose anyone anymore over my hatred for her.
Sighhhhhh

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