I wish I hadn't watched Grey's anatomy because I don't think I'll ever find a new favorite show. I wanna watch it all over again. But then again, I thought about CSI in exactly the same way. Now I hardly watch it.
Best things in life are those that come by surprises. I would say so. I'm a sucker for surprises after all.
I wonder what are exams for. Why am I studying the stuffs that I don't even like? What am I trying to prove? What if I can go to a nice medical school outside of singapore? How does those things will make me happy when I can't even enjoy myself? It's been a while since I met my friends since I partied hard since I see my clique happily going out since I went dancing without worrying about how I won't be able to study if I become too tired since I went to the gym and going around talking to people and laughing with them since I stayed up all night just to play poker and talk craps with my friends since I go on a date all night, talking craps while waiting for the sun to rise just because we have time? Now, I'm doubting will I ever be truly happy if I have to study study and study and have no social life at all ESP in medical school.
I hate myself for thinking too much.
And.... I can't handle peer pressure..
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